True Love ??

All of us search for the true love that will be forever and faithful. But how we could find this faithful love in a world which is not faithful. 

I’ve never been in a relationship, once tried but it started with failing before even beginning. I am a person who always look for the thing with the true meaning. 

  
Like what’s the meaning of having a boyfriend/girlfriend who I know that won’t complete. In addition of having a misunderstanding family. Like if I told them I had a lover they would do one of three things, maybe scold me for doing such thing , or make a fool of me or won’t care. 

I am thankful to God that he gave me the mind that make me realize the result of the next step I am going to do, so as to know if that will work or not.

However, I’ve met ones my true love but that was one night in my dreams. But that was because I slept after watching a romantic movie πŸ˜€ 

So what is true love ??

True love from my point of view is having a person who is going to always be beside you whatever happened. Support you. Help you always. Understanding you. Think of you as if you are something really precious like a glass that should take care of. Because when the glass gets broken can never be back as it used to be. 

Most important of all of that is to cooperate with each other. Like if he is sick and for example he promised you before it to go out for dinner, just forgive him. The guy is sick ! πŸ˜€ same for the guy, if she can’t go out with you because she have exams , work or whatever. Don’t just say that she is no longer care for you and those words but appreciate her and support her πŸ™‚

Respect also plays a great role, without respect, there is no love or even the word “Hi” between you or any person on earth πŸ™‚

That’s why true love hard to be found. Even married people who marry for just love or money or any other reason but not true love. Their marriage fail. 

Also never say that word ” we are together always , we are immortal” until you are sure of what you say. Because the word “forever” is from the biggest lies on earth that we say always. That word can break your both Harry’s easily. Atleast if you know from the beginning it’s not going to  last forever won’t break so hard. 

What about you what do you think is true love ?? πŸ™‚

At the end of the day, I hope all of us find that love somehow πŸ™‚ . From the truths in this world is that nothing impossible πŸ™‚ 

Welcome to the corner,

Menna xx

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Entertainment TonightΒ 

Hi everyone,

This blog is for entertainment. I have here some suggestions of best books , movies , music and magazines that can make you enjoy the weekend night πŸ™‚ 

  
Here we go ! 
Best Movies:

Frozen

Peter Pan

The devil wears Prada 

The men in black series 

Titanic 

Bodyguard 

Harry Potter series

Hunger games series

Shrek series

Fast & Furious Series

Die hard series

The blind side

Cast away

Cadet kelly

A Cinderella story

Even after: a Cinderella story

Gone girl 

Good will hunting

Forrest Gump

Million dollar baby

Hanchi: a dog’s tale

Brave

Interseller

King Kong 

First daughter

Freedom writies

Monster academy

New in town

Princess diaries

Bride wars

Bee
Best books :

Girl online

Girl online On tour 

The fault in our stars

The secret garden 

The hunger games  

Harry Potter  

The secret garden 

The selection 

The elite 

The mortal instruments 

City of bones

Fan girl 

The April watch 
Best Magazines :

Us  

Vogue

New York

National geography 

Time

Rolling stone 

People 

Best

American photo

Entertainment 

Star

Empire 

InStyle 

The walk 

Blossom 

Elle
Best Music Artists:

Michael Jackson 

Whitney Houston 

Selena Gomez 

Sam Smith 

Charlie Puth 

Janet Jackson 

Taylor Swift

Fifth harmony

BeyoncΓ© 

Adele

Rihanna 

Hope you enjoy it πŸ™‚ 

Bad Weather For Me

It’s about 7 degree today. Rainy day. That’s from my favorite weathers most of times. I feel happy on those days but for the first time I feel rains as if it’s washing me from bad feelings. 

    
I felt suddenly that all the smiles that were on my face for past days were fake or not that true as always. 

Today I felt so weird. So cold.. 

I ended the day with a sad look, convening all that I am physically sick but I sick from inside, it’s my soul. 

I realized that however we say we need no one, no friends or family and we will manage the situation, is a fake feeling. It’s always a fake one, but we don’t notice. 

We really need someone to care for us, love us. We may not find this person till long. It’s love sometimes, but for me love was and is always a losing game. 

Friendship maybe?? Even this I don’t think so. Feeling most of times I am a second wheel. All have his own friends, I am always the one what people care for when the original friend isn’t here. 

I always handled it, till somedays ago. I am always trying to be funny and happy to keep my mind away. 

Somehow I started to say if I can’t find who care for me, I can care for myself. As its a BIG LIE . But have no choice. 

I started working hard for being successful at my school, on Internet, and so on. I thought that people can be second choice after my own life. After who I am. 

They used to be number #1 but now #1 is my future, my success. That’s better ! 

Virtual Life

Sometimes I day dream of a virtual life. Sometimes I think of me as a successful business woman or star having a perfect lover and awesome friends, understandable family and stunning skills. 

  
Each time I am sad or upset I feel my friends are surrounding me, cheering me up or listening to some awesome words from my boyfriend and my family supporting me. Making me more and more confident and strong.

Also if I am so happy, I find who share this happiness without hatred or blame. It’s such an awesome feeling.

However, it’s not real. And makes me upset when I take off my headphones, back to real life. 

Ever since I’ve tried a lot to make the dream comes true, but destiny chooses our life most of times. 

I am now in a new school, new city, new life. I’ve never thought that will ever happen! But it did! I am also for plainsong a complete different career, chosen by my family that I didn’t dream of. While I am pretty sure that If I chose mine I am sure that my family would refuse it, so I thought to do the decision from the beginning. Hoping that faith may choose the better for me. 

However, I am doing my best to follow my dreams. So as if I didn’t have them at least I am proud of trying it under any circumstances πŸ™‚ 

But will this stay long ?? Like will it stay that other control our lives?? I hope all change soon πŸ™‚ 

Even if day dreams make me feel better and upset as well I won’t stop them as they are my painkiller , giving me hope πŸ™‚ 

I hope also for all of you to have what he is dreaming for ! Never give up ! It’s your life. 

Internet sweet headache

I am sure all of us as you can reach this post then you have Internet access. That’s cool a lot of times. As its keep us knowing what’s the latest news of our country , favorite team or celebs. 

Having an Internet access requires account on social media. On account on Facebook makes the next one on Twitter then YouTube channel then Instagram. Here is the cycle goes.

  
However, as this cycle goes I find a sweet headache in it. Like you can access a lot of things in different names and different friends and  number of follow. Finding it cool and interesting. However, it’s makes my mail have daily 100+ mail min. Sometimes some are good , sometimes just a scam or ads for something. 

Feeling like having a smartphone or any electronics such a great stress. As if now I write a blog or a post, i stay like seeing if it will make a success even if simple or not. Message people and they don’t reply back. It’s like you started to walk with someone and they stopped walking with you for some reason. What if you didn’t start the way from the beginning?? It would feel more relaxed. You can just prank a call or go and knock his door of replied then you are sure you know how it will go. Not just leaving you worried( if you got my point πŸ˜€ ). 

Sometimes I forget passwords because of many accounts( which is a big trouble for people who have no memory like me πŸ˜€ ), and you can’t type it somewhere so as non know it and destroy everything. Such a stress. 

After all, it still the place that I escape to if I am in an embarrassing situation or can’t reply to someone πŸ˜€ . 

Welcome to the corner , 

Menna xx 

Memories and people, the past and the present..Β 

Hi everyone, 

First of all and as always I am so happy with all the support from you ! I really appreciate it πŸ™‚ You are AWESOME !!! πŸ˜€ . 

  
I was sitting this evening thinking about how things went past days. As my high school life started. A lot of things changed. My life, my responsibilities and all. Missing my old days when my only problem was having the doll I saw on TV which was my biggest hopes πŸ˜€ . My first school day ( not knowing how it’s gonna be hell now πŸ˜€ ). All of those moments and much more are honestly the best and I am sure that there better moments coming on their way. 

From the things I miss them so much are people. Why did people change that much ?? Is it a matter of age ?? I used to know people who meant a lot to me. I didn’t know for a moment that I won’t meet that person again. 

I realized that as I grow up or know people as their truth way. I lose more people in the way. Even the new people I know. They seem to be so nice or cool but they are not actually.

I knew that if someone smiled to you then be aware of the next request. Or if you found someone changed his way of dealing to you then be sure that he has a purpose of you. However there are some people are good and not fake (they are rare also). So not everyone gives you thumbs up you just go with all the secrets you can give ! 

But that doesn’t me not to hate everyone ! No ! My father used to tell me in my childhood to love everybody. This is true ! You should love everybody to gain people hearts and feel a bit safe, making God’s blessings be all over you, your family and all people. So as instead of someone talk about you and insult your family for a bad behaviour, they just pray for you πŸ™‚ 

However, it’s only love! Not trust. It could be trust before this age of Photoshop and fake apps ( sorry for this , but they made photoshop and those app for good benefit not to make people upset). That’s the dark side of our society now :/ 

That I hoped to live back in the 90s. Maybe it wouldn’t have been the best age or perfect one , but it was the age of finding the good friend that long last with you without fear or any barriers. 

Don’t look at it to just shut your door house and be that hesitate ! No ! Face the world ! Coz if you didn’t get cheated by others or know fake people you won’t learn the lesson even if you lasted isolated your whole life as a way of safety. Believe me, never works πŸ™‚ 

At the end, I want to say that I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ! Supporting you and appreciating you! πŸ™‚ πŸ˜‰

Remember you are always welcomed in the corner ,

Menna xx

Good day under any circumstances !

Hi everybody, 

Thank you all for all the love and support showed by follows , comments, and likes πŸ™‚ . I really appreciate it so much ^-^ 

  
Today is such a cool day as its weekend here in my country. However, I have classes and should study for my IGCSEs as my mocks are coming up, but I love always to try my best to make the day always go well. 

I am that type of person who hates having a bad day. I love always to make fun and smiles, because I am sure about the concept that life is short to be sad for! 

People call me sometimes having no feelings like I never get sad. But actually I do a lot of times. You should know that the most happy people as they show such as comedian actors are always the saddest. That’s a fact! So never call anyone insensitive by sadness of happiness. 

Honestly, I have a great fear of sadness or bad days. That affects me a lot. That I can stay sad for it whole day for just simple thing. I recover informant of people fast but when it comes to night on my bed alone I start crying. So I hate bad days. 

Under any circumstances I try hard making my day gets better! For example to do my simple day better: 

  1. Get me chocolate or favorite sweet 
  2. Watch my favorite show
  3. Read an awesome book 
  4. Start and end day with my bet music
  5. Keep connected to friends and news
  6. Try always to laugh or get away of sadness reasons making from sadness a happy moment ( as I can’t do this all times πŸ˜€ ) 
  7. Do nail polish or new hair style ( that’s for girls πŸ˜‰ πŸ˜€ )

That’s when I am having a normal weekend day, that I can’t hangout or having exams ( the biggest fear of school or college life πŸ˜€ ).

But also don’t be so silly. Be happy making fun around but not silly jokes or happiness in deep sadness that can’t change it! We should keep our emotions always balanced! 

Just try to make your like best to max! Don’t care for what people say about you! As long as you are on the right way, not making yourself feel upset of some behavioir, making your family proud of you then go on ! Don’t stop πŸ™‚ 

Don’t stop till you get enough πŸ˜‰ πŸ˜€ 

So in case your having a bad day go on ! Grap a piece of sweet, call someone you love, play a movie and watch forgetting about how all the day going πŸ˜€

Don’t sleep today while you are upset ! It’s bad for health ! πŸ˜€  

Remember always that you are always welcome in the corner ,

Menna πŸ™‚ 

Diary was never my best friendΒ 

  
Hi everyone , 

Thank you all for all the love in just 2 days πŸ™‚ . I had some liked and followers that I’ve never expected to have. I started this blog to write my thoughts hoping to see who cares or even read it. Actually, I think I did it πŸ˜€ or on my way to do it πŸ™‚ 

Thank you all so much ! I love you ! 

You know, I’ve always wanted to write what’s on my mind , just like if I am cleaning it from all what makes it busy. I tried to have a small secret diary. However, I didn’t like to write everyday before going sleep because I was always tired or lazy to do it. 

When I write or talk I feel more calm and at rest. As if I was holding heavy things and I let it down. 

Unfortunately, I didn’t have who listen to me all time . Although my mum helped sometimes, my friends and many people, but as I was growing up I found that those people started to decrease. My thoughts grew up with me, finding non to understand it, or barely understand me. 

So I thought about doing it by myself. As if non can understand me, at least I do. Dad also encouraged me to do it as a way of making him remember or know the important notes as fee school payment or so on ( stuff that I didn’t even find it match me but him). So I started to translate the idea to be for me! 

I started to write a diary ( semi- diary actually πŸ˜€ ) at the age of 12. I bought a sweet agenda, with all the stickers, colorful pens. However, as it was a good idea for most of times but not always. As I started to find myself going crazy. I wanted always for a good advice at hard days and for sure the diary couldn’t. It couldn’t tell me well done at doing improvements or blame me for bad things. 

I started to need a real person. I also was in a relation ship that I heard before that relationships give type of support that I didn’t even know πŸ˜€ . A near by neigh our or family member to be always for me. It was only me. 

I started to search internet. I found really awesome people and creepy people but I found some support. Maybe not all times but at least once in time or twice πŸ™‚ 

At the end I knew that owning a diary was like dad said TO ONLY RECORD EVENTS NOT EMOTIONS. My diary became a group of resolutions , list of books,or music that I want to do through the year, ticking what I’ve did ! πŸ˜€

So that’s one of the reasons I am here. Hoping to find who always care and support personally or say well done for any good thing I do or blame me for anything bad I do even if that person don’t know me πŸ™‚ at least I am sure I will learn more πŸ˜‰ πŸ˜€ 

Remember to always keep progressing ! Learning from all the experience you pass through or people you know πŸ™‚ πŸ˜‰ 

Always welcomed to the corner , 

Menna πŸ˜‰ 

Musdicine

Music is a great healer. It’s medicine for soul pain. I call it sometime Musdicine , it’s a combination of Music and Medicine.

  

As its convenient to all occasions , personalities and languages. Music has no language. As the Ryhme starts you find your self going and coming with the tunes. Thinking of beautiful or bad memories. It sometimes helps in finding solutions as it puts you in the atmosphere of calm or action. 

Sometimes I recognize people by the type of music they listen πŸ˜€ ! Like if someone is having the best classics choices will find him listen Mozart or gold music, if someone so romantic will find him listening to sweet music. 

  
I also make stories sometimes ! Design shows of the music videos in my mind πŸ˜€ . It’s like I am starting a day dreaming, which helps me in escaping from all the pressure and thought I have. 

So in case you have a bad day listen to music that make you feel better never make you feel worse ! Also in case you are having a prefect day , mark it with a song to remember that day each time you listen to this song πŸ˜‰ . However , an advice from me to you, never mark songs or relate them to persons , but to the occasion. Because people may leave one day .. That may turn the happy song into a sad one. Making from a happy memory a sad one. Always try to make happy memories more, but that doesn’t mean to delete sad memories. We also need them to keep our emotions balanced learning from them to make the next memories better and happier πŸ™‚ 

I want to also thank you for all the likes, and follows πŸ™‚ 

I love you so much and I hope to always like my work over here πŸ˜‰ πŸ˜€

Have a lovely day ,

Menna πŸ™‚ 

Reading Bitter Sweet Probelms

Past days, I’ve been through reading as a start. I’ve been literally a bookworm! I started reading every time everywhere, especially at night. 

I’ve never liked reading before, but I got some books that they were really sweet such as GirlOnline , GirlOnline on Tour and some comics as well. The books were so sweet that I couldn’t stop myself from reading even at exams times. I started to be overwhelmed in it. As its a sign of the success of the book (which it really deserve, thanks Zoe for this beautiful book), but I became obsessed by reading much more than normal. 

That’s The bitter sweet of it ! I think it could be same for social media obsessed people as well. As we gain benefit of the thing, we can get hurt as well. We really need to take care of this point. πŸ™‚ 

I really learned a lot through this time. So this blog is just a start. So if anyone had the same feeling share it please πŸ™‚ 

P.S : Remember ! Start the habit with control ! Never get rushed on as I am now regretting not so much honestly also πŸ˜€ . But I do now thinking of a schedule as well.