The past few days I spent most of my free time, if not all, reading books. Well, I’d like to tell you which books but I don’t want to spoil it for any of you who is going to read it.
Anyway, it was a series and the end of it was an upnorml one: A not happily ever after ending. like imaging soending yourself spending days and hourse fillping through the book pages while you are having breakfast, in the bus, before you sleep. You just can’t let it go. Until I got attached more than I usually do. It happens with me most of the time, like after watching or reading something it stays in my mind for a while. However, with all that I’ve read and watched it had one of the usual endings. The ending that makes you satisfied, the kind of happy one. Naturally, I like new ideas and weird ideas. I don’t know what made upset from such an end, although it’s brilliant.
It made me realise that maybe I like weird ideas, un expected endings but I don’t enjoy them. Like I would write them if it was my novel but I would not read them. Unexpected things makes us think of it more than usual, right? Therefore, if the unexpected thing is not as pleasent as we wish, we would keep thinking of it. So the more we think of it, if it’s negative thing or memory, the more we feel as if we can no longer sit still or breath as if the room’s walls are getting closer. At least that’s what I feel.
That’s when the idea that it doesn’t what we believe in, what we think of, we will always need the happy endings came to my mind. Because in the middle of all the darkness of the real life, reading a book, watching a movie, listening to a song are few ways that can make us no longer be living in the real world, that’s the only escape wecan get when we can’t afford anything else. Until one day we can have one of those in our lives :).
Always welcomed to the corner,