Don’t be upset and look forward

All of us went through some hard times and problems. I am sure those problems differ due to lifestyle and way of living. And maybe that huge problem you have when you talk about it with your friend or colleague seems to silly to that person maybe because he lives a harder life or older etc.

That past few years I had so many problems. We all have problems in each age. For example, when we were young it was that we hated school for a teacher or a reason that we were scared to go and our problem was going to school. When we grew a little bit it was a matter of games or hanging out. Reaching the teenage, come the relationships problems , partying and so on. Then reaches the adulthood and out problems comes to be getting married, finding a job or having loads of money. 

Maybe others have problems of just surviving life. As I say problems comes in all shapes and sizes.

I need you also to know that finding that friend who can lean on is hard so don’t trust any one tells you that he is your friend. Don’t let also romantic relationships spoils your fun life or your future.

Speaking of future, have you ever asked yourself if what you are doing now will affect you in future? Will building a hate relationship with someone can cause bad influence on your future life or quitting this job or way of life can cause me troubles?

There are 3 laws in taking decisions that you should know. Don’t make a great decision while you are angry. Ask yourself twice before taking an action that may change the whole thing. Don’t rush ! 

Also know that what matters at the end is you! Because if anything bad happened to you it may affect the people who you care for them. It might also affect you! What I mean with you is yourself, a one life decision can make you happy and all the people around you happy as well as God ! And other can ruin everything! So be careful.

Always look to the future not only what happened or still happening..

I hope that one was helpful πŸ™‚

Take care everyone πŸ™‚

Welcome to the corner,

Menna xx

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Truth can hurts..

We all live that life without knowing what’s coming next..


Sometimes, I ask myself what if this whole thing is just a dream. What I am don’t exist in real life and that’s just a game or a tv show. I know it sounds crazy but I really have that feeling every time I think about my existence.. 

We live a big lie since we get to be born. We wish we could grow faster to be like mummy and daddy. As a kid we dream to grow up for example to get a lot of money to buy the games we like, we thought that’s the real dream and it’s that easy. Then growing as student in primary school , we dream of growing up so we can not do anymore homework or tests. Then growing up being teenagers, dreaming of that life of money, work, driving cars. We get to be so ambitious about that actually. Then we hit the adulthood to find something completely untrue and wired. 

We come to ask ourselves” was that really what I’ve been dreaming of??” ” is that the life of happily ever after I thought of having it??”

Life is hard but to get through it you should be harder, tougher, going through it like the fire gets through the metal to melt it, shaping it.

I spend so many nights thinking of that big lie I had back when I was young and start laughing till I cry. I have those words in my mind, saying not to give up. I wish one day I would listen to them or at least , believe them..

However, what I learnt so far that never make my pillow full of my tears at night. Never show my weakness. It’s hard to do I know because we all want someone to feel we are broken and hurt to help us. But unfortunately, I am working on it. I couldn’t find that person yet to show my tears or hurt. I hope to find that person soon. But still a wish or a hope, till I reach it I will pass through many things, many heartbreaking moments and refreshing happily moments. Even if I found that person. He is still a human who can’t just stop my life at. 

I know that truth hurts, especially when it shows a good thing’s badness.. 

Keep going because nothing deserves, because there is an end to the road we walking. What matters is how we end it and if the way we ended it will keep our names clean, giving people a good memory of ourselves..

It’s the never-give-up theory that you should keep it in your mind!

You have a lot to do and show this world. And you can do it on your own! Don’t stop your life to a person or anything! Life is going on so is you!

Welcome to the corner,

Menna xx

Say hello to holidays !!


Finally, my school days are over by today. It’s time to celebrate ! Right ?? But, what happens after celebration?? Like shouldn’t I find something useful to do for the rest of my free days ??

Well, that’s what I was thinking about like a week ago when I realized that school work is over. Time for another type of work. That work which gives you more experience that books in my school library does. πŸ˜€

I thought of different stuff that might be helpful and thoughtful for you and me as well, I mean let’s consider this as a thinking out loud together for 

The list of options and ideas for this summer:

As we mentioned summer then we should mention sea, beach and pool and that’s my type of celebration I think after chilling at home for like 2 or 3 days or maybe more πŸ˜€

Then comes to reading some books that might be useful and exciting. What about some series and movies so by the end of this holiday you would have seen a huge number of shows so when you talk with someone about TV or stuff , you will be 99% understanding what’s going on πŸ˜€

I mean for me it’s a problem because due to projects and high school I got no time for series and so on that when my buddies talks about any of those I feel ” man, why do I feel I am from Mars or something πŸ˜€ ” 

What about making some money? I thought about making jewelry and selling them online or for the neighbourhood , or a shift at Starbucks or fixing stuff such as PCs , cars or bikes even! Also it can be an online legal business πŸ˜‰ πŸ˜€

What about sports and working our bodies, I recommend that as a priority actually πŸ˜€

Above all of that try to know more good people. Try to Socialize more. If you are shy or not socializing go on ! There’s nothing to fear about and remember I am always here if you need any help πŸ˜‰ πŸ˜€

At the end of the day, I wish to all of you a happy summer and I will update what I am going to be up to as always πŸ˜€

Good luck and stay blessed.

Welcome to the corner,

Menna xx

PrincessΒ 

Most of times I dream if I was a princess. I would have a future job whatever were my grades. Better and easier life (at least for me πŸ˜€ ).

  
I am a courageous person. I tell my opinion without fears. Have no problem of having such an important job that I love. I hope if I could do something make for myself a history and value.

Being average is from the things I refuse at least most of them. Maybe destiny chose me this life, but I know that each one of us with his hard work can change it. I feel happy every time I got a high grade, good work. I love respecting myself and the others. I love to keep my biography with a lot of special work done and good words πŸ™‚

I’ve met a lot of people who suffer from stress problems and shy. In my childhood I thought that’s wired but later I thought they are right. Being stressed what makes you pass exams and study hard. Even in work life. If you want to success, you should not enjoy your life at least when you reach a good position. I hope if I could be a princess who do nothing except sharing peace, making from her city a piece of heaven on land. Doing her work perfectly and at the end of the day never stressed. You may call me crazy πŸ˜€ but believe me I think for a person like me, having lots of work like managing a city of a company can be stressful but sweet stress. But stressing for something I hate like a job that my family chose for me is a stress from hell.

I hope for all of you a better luck πŸ™‚ 

Doing what they love, having the best life ever πŸ™‚ wishing the same for me πŸ˜€ 

Welcome to the corner,

Menna xx

Bad Weather For Me

It’s about 7 degree today. Rainy day. That’s from my favorite weathers most of times. I feel happy on those days but for the first time I feel rains as if it’s washing me from bad feelings. 

    
I felt suddenly that all the smiles that were on my face for past days were fake or not that true as always. 

Today I felt so weird. So cold.. 

I ended the day with a sad look, convening all that I am physically sick but I sick from inside, it’s my soul. 

I realized that however we say we need no one, no friends or family and we will manage the situation, is a fake feeling. It’s always a fake one, but we don’t notice. 

We really need someone to care for us, love us. We may not find this person till long. It’s love sometimes, but for me love was and is always a losing game. 

Friendship maybe?? Even this I don’t think so. Feeling most of times I am a second wheel. All have his own friends, I am always the one what people care for when the original friend isn’t here. 

I always handled it, till somedays ago. I am always trying to be funny and happy to keep my mind away. 

Somehow I started to say if I can’t find who care for me, I can care for myself. As its a BIG LIE . But have no choice. 

I started working hard for being successful at my school, on Internet, and so on. I thought that people can be second choice after my own life. After who I am. 

They used to be number #1 but now #1 is my future, my success. That’s better !